tests of life

it was just 2 days ago that i ended my blog...it was just 2 days ago that i really pushed my limits into putting it all down...it was so hard, but i knew it is going to be worth it...true enough, i felt much lighter and happier...today, my parents came back from vacation and they bought me something for present but i wasnt at all happy eventhough i was laughing but instead i was surprised to see it...it was something that she wanted for such a long time and i didnt get it for her cuz it was too expensive....but again, this isnt going to be the focus, what im trying to say here is that life sometimes can be so ironic...

it was just at that moment where you wanted to start anew, just at that moment where you wanna lock it away, just at the moment where you were to accept everything that happened and face it with a smile but then, something continued to happen and relate back to the past and something so coincident to the point where you would think that it could be a sign to remind you of it and not to forget about it...

well, this is life...whatever happens, might really seem so funny and so ironic and it might even make you feel that god is trying to fool around with your emotions...it is all tests of life, dont be afraid of it instead be thankful that you are tested because it only shows that you can do better than that...what i had learnt today was that even though for that moment i taught i was so strong, something hit me once again, but i know i must face it...instead of not accpeting the present, i took it and put it in my shelf where i can see it everyday....even though it might make you unhappy, that feeling is never gonna stay forever...each second that ticks by decreses the sadness you feel and when the last bit of it left you, you are then resistant to it...

never to run away from anything...face it as it is...take it as tests given to you just to make you a stronger, better and wiser person...dont be afraid of it but instead be thanful that you are tested because it only shows that you can do better than that as even in all the exams in our lives, the purpose of it is to make you become better and better in whatever you are doing...